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[	music	|	Lonely No More	]

Passed my drivers test!!!! So happy get my license on Wednesday...and going out to dinner with mother, robyn and Laurie...what a perfect dinner should be very interesting....Got an ipod for the birthday...Not getting my own car but I dont really care I don't feel like paying for one right now.  Game tomorrow v. South Lyon...dunno how we gonna do...Woodbrooke starts tomorrow or so I hear....Schools almost out and I can't wait after finishing with all A's n B's I get my Belly Button Pierced :) 

Mandy's coming up in July and I can't wait!  It's gonna be awesome and I miss her soo much.

Fonte/Michele/LisaB/G/Madigan-I wish I was coming to see you girls..hopefully soon..Love you all!

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[	music	|	Here I Go	]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHELSEA LANDAU!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!  Heyy Sweet thanggg, it looks like someone shoved two fine hams down your dressss.........I gots a fish ssandwich for you in my fridge....Love you....this summers gonna be great WHORESOME FOURSOME REUNITED....for only about 2 weeks though...damnit Mandy.

hmmm.......9 more dayysss til i take my drivers testt

12 more days til my birthday!!

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[	music	|	Hotel California	]

Surprisingly this weekend was a lot of fun...I finally got out of my house. Friday went with Sam and Lindsay to some Harrison party....it was pretty good..saw some people I haven't seen in a while. Nice to get out again. Sam and I both know Lindsay had a lot of fun..but then again Sam and I did too in ways..lol. Then Saturday I felt so sick during the day..couldn't go help out at this Swim Team Bake Sale or w/e cause I felt like shit...Then that night Linds n her friend Caela came and got me and we drove around for a while...then this kid Mike called linds and we went over to wherever the hell he was. It was actually not bad...I fucking loveeee Caela....shes awesome n linds ur hilarious.

17 more days til my Birthday :) finally gettin the license sooooonnn

[	mood	|	lazy	]
[	music	|	Weight Of It All	]

So yesterday completely sucked....Had a game..lost to Troy 6-4 even though it shoulda been 5-4 but the ref was being a fucking douche.  Then I got yelled at by Mehall and might be benched the rest of the season..wow isnt that great...you're fucking old no one likes you, you should die. Then Passover was interesting as usual..both my brother and I ruined it as usual for my mom every year except this year we had Matt at the table which just made it even more interesting. Then my plans got screwed over..ended up chillin at home.

And noww i'm hearing this damn case isn't done and I could still get a MIP..isn't this such a joy to hear.

I want school to be over with...I want stupid mandy to bring her ass back here so chelsea and I can go annoy her in the morning..lol....I want to see Kelly but her damn softball schedule is taking over her fucking life...I want it to be my birthday so I can get my license..I want to go visit Fonte..but shes dumb and has to take summer school lol kidding i love you...man just so many things I want. It has to stop snowing before I kill someone.

Bro's going back to State today :) yay..then of course coming back for good on May 4...damnit

[	mood	|	drained	]
[	music	|	Brown Eyes	]

Well, today I stayed home from school because I felt soo incredibly bad...Aaron came home yesterday which isn't the best thing at the moment and he comes home for good like May 4...Why can't he just stay at State all summer long! geez.  My pup just had surgery and shes stapled up all over the place and she looks soo miserable :( .....

Went back to the Spine Specialist yesterday and got the best news everrr....he's writing the letter and I'm definantly getting my surgery!! Hopefully I can get it around this coming Christmas.  I am the happiest person ever even though its going to hurt so fucking bad.  Oh well i dont care.

I really hate girls..they can be such bitches and I just want to kill them.. they are just soo fucking stupid and bitchy sometimes...its like "You're a whore, go away, you are so fucking stupid and such a bitch no one likes you, you should go kill yourself"

Amanda Laberge......You're gonna get a beating when you come back lol...still love you though

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[	music	|	Sandman - America	]

Well, today was an ok day....probably the best in about a week or so.  Lacrosse isn't that bad anymore, although my foot seems to be getting worse..and that's not good at all. Hmm..that blows ass. 

The Spine Specialist was awesome yesterday. I'm so excited!! First he's putting me in Physical Therapy for 6 weeks but after that he's going to write my letter! Then i'll have a much better chance for insurance to cover my surgery! Hopefully this Christmas! I'd be sooooo incredibly happy if I got my surgery then. hehe!

only like 15 more days til I go to Cali..can't wait! I really need a tan..San Diego/Palm Springs <3

Fonte's Birthday's on Monday! I LOVE YOU HUN! wish I could be there to celebrate with you...maybe I can come back for a few days this summer to see you..Love you tonz

[	mood	|	exhausted	]
[	music	|	Department of Youth	]

Wow, I feel like dying right now. First day of Lacrosse Conditioning and I was right I like died. To top that off at the end of conditioning this chick threw a softball right at my head...whats this about. Now my head hurts even more and I feel like throwing up but I like can't. BLAHHHHHHHHH...this is why I am goalie...can't do the running shit cause of the damn asthma that I have. So I almost killed Dana tonight cause she stepped on my bad foot while running and she wouldn't stop exercising when her damn foot was hurting!

I'm gonna cry..my back legs..ah everything hurts. Christine came and watched us! Yea but then I chucked my inhaler at her while running..lol sorry hun.

Tomorrow I go see the Spine Specialist and hopefully he will write a letter to my insurance company and then I can for sure go to Birmingham and schedule my surgery for next Christmas!! Woohoo! I really hope he does that for me...everyone pray for that! I really need this surgery lol.

Soooo tired im like gonna go to bed

[	mood	|	surprised	]
[	music	|	Suspended	]

Alright, Just finished pulling a 2 page paper for Salowich completely outta my ass..........sooooooo surprised I actually finished it! Hell yes. Tomorrow I'm for sure going to die at Lacrosse.

72 more days til my birthday.....how depressing...I want my Fucking Licenseee

Sarah you still gonna throw me that kick ass party? haha

My brother needs to go back to State cause I hate the kid and he smells SOOOOOO incredibly bad..like no joke

Dana is a complete Nerd-I've Just learned

[	mood	|	lazy	]
[	music	|	Blinded By The Light	]

So last night Angie came over and we watched The Exorcist "The Beginning" yea that was pretty messed up....We also went to take my camera in from when I was in Philadelphia..and had some pictures from our almost death night that Dana took that were so pointless...And yea Dana there was one picture of your ass..took up the whole picture..you have like the biggest ass ever lol...Then Angie and I figured out that I'm going to get beat up by black kids..which sucks but what can you do. Oh and the only hot guy at McDonalds that night was Dimitri..Kristen, Dillhole is ugly and so is Mike Sarah! ew gross

So tomorrow after school Lacrosse conditioning starts and Kristen, Sarah and I all know that we're gonna die..so we're gonna do the running routine and then pass out and die...hopefully Ms. Rust (aka the Lesbian) won't be there to condition us or we for sure will die. This outta be good.

Tuesday I go to the Spine Specialist and get to see the results of my MRI to see how jacked up my neck/back is....really don't wanna hear that.

18 more days til Cali! woohoo

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Lindsay I can't believe that happened-And I missed it! haha

W/E yesterday was such a bad day...Hopefully today I can go out.....

In the light
In the daylight it's all wrong
To revel in your memory
The smell of your body
And the seconds that it kept me warm

And I'm coming down
Hitting ground
Breaking open
Twisted around
The sweet sound of the lies you told
When you were broken

Cause they've gone away
And I'm so sorry
Cause you're wide awake and
Planning parties now for all the fools
Who've gone and left you bare

And you said
In all your tragedy
You'd rather hide in mine
Oh so warm
So sad you said I made your whole world shine

And I'm coming down
Hitting ground
Breaking open
Twisted around
The sweet sound of the lies you told
When you were broken

Cause they've gone away
And I'm so sorry
Cause you're wide awake and
Planning parties now for all the fools
Who've gone and left you bare

They left you there
And now I'm gone with all the fools
Who left you bare
They left you there
Said so long dear

Cause now I'm coming down
I'm hitting ground
I'm breaking open
Twisted around
The sweet sound of the lies that you told me
When you were broken
Cause you're always broken

They've gone away
And I'm so sorry
Cause you're wide awake and
Planning parties now for all the fools
Who've gone and left you bare

Gone away
And I'm so sorry
Cause you're wide awake and
Planning parties now for all the fools
Who've gone and left you bare